Thursday, May 06, 2004
5 more papers to go!!!
I feel like i'm gonna flunk everything... never felt so unconfident in my whole secondary school life...
then the exams also like so late into the morning, everyday wake up at 6 becos of biological clock then see my bro getting ready for school den realise i still got 3 hours to go... haiz... why cannot same time wan?!?!
the bloody papers also so darn hard... all so different from previous years...
ENGLISH P1 and P2- both so hard... i think i wrote out of point
CHINESE P1 and P2- the hardest subject i ever encountered in my whole life...
Biology- i've never seen this format of exam paper b4, so crap, want to poke hole to tie the string the paper tear one big hole at the corner...
A math- so hard can?? finish the paper only left 10 mins, then redo those i dunno how to do, in the end one whole question dunno how to do...
social studies- the hardest subject in the world, after chinese, at least i understand the language rite...
tomorrow is emath P2, it's set me thinking about how stupid our school is to put paper 2 on the first few days and paper 1 on the very last day... quite stupid...
still got Physics, Chemistry, Geog(die) and the math P1 next week.... argh... i can't wait for the exams to end...
oh yah, to EUGENE... is the band room going to be open on thursday(last day of the exams), friday, saturday and the next monday? cos i dunno whether that saturday will have practice onot...
this brings us back to the "few words" that eugene told us on the day we stacked up the chairs... he said"blahblahblah.... your hands will get slower.... blahblahblah..."...
never man... i'm gonna practice everyday on the pillow or blanket or sumting, even the exam table.... no way i'm gonna let them go slower...
i just realised this: percussionist don't really noe the meaning of "as long as a quaver", or semi-quaver, whichever u like... cos, we just need to noe when to hit, it's like holding the sound for a veri short note... only if we play the vibrofone then will have to really understand the meaning of it... haiz... doesn't it mean we're inferior???
joel said this to me once:" percussionist can never get a career in musical studies, unless study musical instruments...." true rite?? cos we dun understand embrochure(how the heck u spell this) or articulation or wadeva crap, wad water treatment oso i dun understand.... we are the most un-musically tuned people in any band.... makes me quite sad...
inferiority....
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I feel like i'm gonna flunk everything... never felt so unconfident in my whole secondary school life...
then the exams also like so late into the morning, everyday wake up at 6 becos of biological clock then see my bro getting ready for school den realise i still got 3 hours to go... haiz... why cannot same time wan?!?!
the bloody papers also so darn hard... all so different from previous years...
ENGLISH P1 and P2- both so hard... i think i wrote out of point
CHINESE P1 and P2- the hardest subject i ever encountered in my whole life...
Biology- i've never seen this format of exam paper b4, so crap, want to poke hole to tie the string the paper tear one big hole at the corner...
A math- so hard can?? finish the paper only left 10 mins, then redo those i dunno how to do, in the end one whole question dunno how to do...
social studies- the hardest subject in the world, after chinese, at least i understand the language rite...
tomorrow is emath P2, it's set me thinking about how stupid our school is to put paper 2 on the first few days and paper 1 on the very last day... quite stupid...
still got Physics, Chemistry, Geog(die) and the math P1 next week.... argh... i can't wait for the exams to end...
oh yah, to EUGENE... is the band room going to be open on thursday(last day of the exams), friday, saturday and the next monday? cos i dunno whether that saturday will have practice onot...
this brings us back to the "few words" that eugene told us on the day we stacked up the chairs... he said"blahblahblah.... your hands will get slower.... blahblahblah..."...
never man... i'm gonna practice everyday on the pillow or blanket or sumting, even the exam table.... no way i'm gonna let them go slower...
i just realised this: percussionist don't really noe the meaning of "as long as a quaver", or semi-quaver, whichever u like... cos, we just need to noe when to hit, it's like holding the sound for a veri short note... only if we play the vibrofone then will have to really understand the meaning of it... haiz... doesn't it mean we're inferior???
joel said this to me once:" percussionist can never get a career in musical studies, unless study musical instruments...." true rite?? cos we dun understand embrochure(how the heck u spell this) or articulation or wadeva crap, wad water treatment oso i dun understand.... we are the most un-musically tuned people in any band.... makes me quite sad...
inferiority....
