Shrimps belong in the ocean while Prawns belong in the mouth.

so hungry!!!

okok, so my mum called the bloody school and found out that non-swimmers also no prob.... den she let me go lor... at last....

FINALLY....

like, i so happy den just put this... i got nothing better to do.... nothing else to say oso....

wah piang, can't stand it anymore!!!!

just this morning, i was like, okay, sec 3 camp took away the chance for us to perform at the naval base thing.... but i was actually okay wif it lah, budden at recess i suddenly got this stupid SMS from my dear mum, telling me she called the school telling them i'm not a swimmer, and that she disallowed me to go the water sports one... wah cao i cannot take it anymore...

i mean, at least discuss wif me first lar... just straight away tell the school to change my group.. walow, and it's not that i can't swim lor... my mum just told the school that i'm not a swimmer, by this meaning the represent school or in swimming club or sumting tat kind of swimmer..... but sh told the school in such a way tat the school thought i was not able to swim... wah piang.... why parents oways liddat one arh, or izzit just mine...

CAN'T I EVEN CHOOSE WAD BLOODY KIND OF CAMP I WANT TO GO TO HARH?!?!!!!

Interfering in my personal choices...
aniwae, back to the story...

so i called my mum, and guess wad, she say can discuss, but tonight... okay, so wad's the bloody point in discussing when the change have oredi been made!!! it's like killing someone and then telling him i'm gonna kill you....

ARGHGHAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!@#$%&*#!(#*@#!!!!!

SO DEPRESSED CAN??? why muz always liddat... people always said, when u grow up parents let go a bit... it doesn't seem so wif my family... they say the age of letting go is 18... look at my sis!! she's 19 and my parents dun let her go out or wadeva, muz come back by wad time, muz do this, muz not do that...... i mean, HEY!! i'm near 15 can?? cannot even choose wad bloody darn camp i want to go to, u muz come in and tell the bloody school to change izzit?? den muz give them the wrong idea that i can't swim ar???!!!?!!?!?!?

i'm gonna argue my bloody lungs out if i have to tonight... i'm old enuff okay!?!?!

today so crappy can...

just realised i would be getting 2 more birthday presents this year, both from the school wan... one is the resuming of CCA and the next is getting the chance to pick rubbish with the sec 1s... so stupid rite... den exams next week liao, i a bit haven't prepare for it yet...

the merry widow still stuck in my head... so nice song can.... the timpani also very creative.... so nice... it's like i'm in love wif the song... hahaha so mental...

walao!!! now like the whole school know tat bloody rumour, my reputation is going off in all sorts of directions, and i'm getting sick of all this nonsense...

it's like everyday i'm going home at around 3, something that hasn't happened to me since last march... crazy.. den go home also nothing to do, i think the CCA stand down oso no use wan... make everybody depressed.... nowadays so sian, everyday... trying to find ways to busy myself so tat can delay my return home... actually oredi delayed quite alot by the so-damned-crowded buses...

today so tired... stay back for 1 hour for physics oredi like not enuff liddat, haf to stay for bio summore... like trying to make us suffer from exhaustion just b4 the bloody exams...

just realised tat in other countries exams are like no bloody big deal, unlike in singapore, where mid-year and final-term exams are so importantly stressed by the teachers and they give out rules and regulations.... so stupid.... why can't they treat it like a class test?? no wonder singapore got so many students jump down bcos of stress... why haven't the ministry of education learnt their lesson about stressing out students??

dun mind me, i really want to scream out like my dear old grandma, who can be heard 100 meters away... tomorrow i got the bloody 2.4 km thing, maybe can scream along the way.... hahaha...

i think i will stop giving thoughts oredi la, like no time.... i listening to ross roy now... and i'm so frustrated about the naval base performance.... so pissed can....

The bloody sec 3 camp thing... saw the list of groups today, like, only 2 i know well, Shi Yun and Elyana... like, wadeheck?!?! i dun know ani of the boys.... den got that horrible mental prob guy in my group... he's so pervertic and gay can?? hope i dun haf sleep in the same tent as him.... elyana keep saying she scared kena raped by him... so crappy can.... wah piang, the only other person i noe but dun noe very well in the group is Chin Ghee...... so i will be like, eh, hu are u?? i nvr seen u b4, are u the invisible man/woman?

arrhhhghhhh..&#&%(*#(%($($%(@#(#&($&$!!!!!

Chinese Oral Later!!

Die oredi... how to study for this one?? sing ar? improvement of voice all tat...

Yimei screaming her lungs, kideys, heart and all the rest in her newest entry at this point of time... cursing ******.... the asthma inducing person.... cool ar, cannot bottle it all out...

i feel like shouting out oso, but to no one in particular... haha, call me wierd...

now i have three major things in mi head.... firstly is band, thinking abt when it's starting again.... then next is our wonderfully crammed-together PSL workshops...then got this stupid thing disturbing me in my head, it's nothing in particular, like a feeling of knowing u've forgotten something but not knowing wad the hell it is...

too hard to understand?? too bad

the merry widow is soooo damn nice, like some theme from disney... hahaha, hear da flutes rythm can jump down le... hahaha, i can't hear the percussion, only timpani, den occassionally will have a bit of snare and bass, but.... aiyah, i think it's actually my hearing prob u know... tats why i normally can't hear the mallets part... all of them... exxcept maybe the chimes, u know, the big ben thing....

ar, dun mind me pls, im half crazed wif the thought of chinese oral in one hour....

dowan to tok liao...

Aarrrgghh!!!

So boring nowadays can?!?! oops im starting to be influenced by the 'can' thing... nvm, like, everyone is saying it...

like, everyday become so boring... it's like the whole life that was there is no more... everyday when the bell goes, i'll be wondering wad the heck to do, since i dun wanna go home cos it's so bloody boring... go home also just want to sleep when my sis using the com, got nothing to do wad...

on MONDAY: Slacked wif Eric and Benny(not from band) in the canteen... they both grown so sick in the head... muz be a 3/4 thing... went home, found my sis at the com, went to bathe, study a bit, den my sis still at the com, so i sleep.... den wake up for dinner, den do work until night... my dad give me more of his assesments summore... like i not enuff work liddat....

TUESDAY: ARRGHH... miss band so much, like today schedule so empty... normally we wud be trying a new song or perfecting an old one... instead im left with only one option: to go home... so everything basically the same as up there...

WEDNESDAY: same as up there, only tat my sis wasn't using the com... so i use lor, went to

this page

... so pro man... their warm-up alone so good oredi... i feel so inferior... i just remembered a conversation i had this morning wif sumone i can't remember hu.... he/she said: if america got SYF, den we go there to participate, cannot get gold...

really, leh, see the fotos on these webbies, see the still fotos got double vision or sumting... hands move so fast... cao, i wish my hands can move tat fast, and even(cannot forget this)....

THURSDAY, TODAY: ZAMEER!!! IM GONNA kill U!!! ok lah, not really kill... but .... nvm....

only one thought for the day, and it's saying a lot:

1&only . CAN'T WAIT FOR CCA TO RESUME...

Speech day so nice lor

FRIDAY

We play so nice lor... the overture so nice, especially the last part, where i play the drumset..... I WILL SURVIVE!!...

den the choir.... haiz... their pulse can die lor, sorri to choir members reading this, but really ar... i willing to play wif u all and yet give this kind of shit... but still nice lar....

the reception was the worse one, everybody blast like some marching band liddat... so echoing... hahaha but still so nice...

SATURDAY

CCA step down le... so un-fun liao... will the band room be open everyday like normal? even wifout the usual practice.... can onot?

haiz... nvm, i will still practice on pillow, bed, table, my bro's head, wadeva i can get my parkin hands on... so tat after the exam thing i will still be the same, or better, hahaha.... i dun give a shit abt my how-u-spell-it(umbrochure or sumting).... wad does a percssionist need it for? singing ar?

no thoughts today, im blank

Me?! Irritating?! FINE!!!

This came to my mind, and its a reply to that half-crazed person out on the loose... also i was thinking of the musical so... yar....

aniwae... tml's the sports meet thingy and i hate it... i've to stand out there in the hot sun for the whole 4 hours while the rest are drinking ice-lemon tea or sumting under the shade... actually not shade ar, they also in the sun... but at least get to sit down...

den haf to lead the cheers also... i dunno wad the cheers are lor... i tat day go home get my shoes and didn't go for the lame thing... but i care ar... ok lar actually i care cos im gonna make a bloody fool out of myself...

the thoughts tat give inspiration:

1. TO _ _ _ _: i dun give a shit ok? irritating to you too bad lar, just go away....
2. the wound in my knee is stretching like mad...
3. can wounds stretch
4. romanesque is so nice but the percussion so little part
5. little but cool
6. zizie plays disco live very cool ar, quite unorthordox(is tat how u spell it??) method
7. new alliance so cool!
8. wad else ar?
9. oh yah, got promotion.... so cool rite, i miss balloon hat!!!!
10. when's the next one??
11. have i asked this b4??
12. next day speech day le, how to play the choir thing??? so darn crappy lor
13. ....
14. ....

arh cannot think le

hey! where's the post i put up tat day??!?!?!?!

it's simply no there... but nvm, it was too short...talking abt short, i've a comment: my Band Blazier is soooo small(mini-minute) kind... but nvm, i think can tahan for a few hours... haiz, weijian ar, why ur body so small wan.... hahaha jk lah, no offence...

aniwae, tml got the speech day performance, which involves the well-made-but-boring overture....sorry zat... ok lah, maybe not boring for the rest but the percs part like so boring.... den heard tat the others playing for reception summore, half-hour long or something, so jealous lor... haha but haf to tahan, cos we in the musical wan....

aniwae, mi bag going to be heavy tml, got all the crap subjects tml, lucky no CL... den got extra load of the Band U, with the spiffingly tight red piece of nylon tat we wear over our shirts.....

ok back to the reception.... so good lor day all, playing disco live's, hercules, hawaii five-o or wadeva.... all the drumset parts, good luck joshua and zizie(no sarcasm implied).... and from wad i heard, maybe latin gold and Wham!... good luck joshua!!(sarcasm intended).... hahahaha, jkjk.......

eh but truthfully hor, wham is quite hard leh, i dun think i can do it if i tried, except the whatsisname part(the never gonna dance again or sumting)... tat one so simple but the rest can die....

ok im done wif the crap toking... some random nonsense....

1. westside story is so hard.... but sounds nice
2. wad does twins sound like?
3. DOWN WIF THE SEC 3 CAMP AND UP WIF THE NAVY PERFORMANCE!!!
4. sheesh can't wait for afterworld next year...
5. but half-half lar, cos they'll be borrowing the drumset again
6. i wanna join next year!!!
7. sum band take me in pls
8. arh nvm actually no need oso, i can live wifout the CIP points
9. wonder how many we haf now??
10. i think shud be 10 rite? the balloon hat thing...
11. i miss the balloon hat fest!! when's the next one?
12. anyone has the recording of eaglerock?
13. it's nowhere to be found
14. the sec 1s can play eaglerock, cool rite....
15. congrats to the sec 1 majors and SLs

ok no more le

like, how long since my last entry??

exactly seven days, cos of the restriction my dad put up....

SATURDAY

afterworld rocked man! everybody there was so into it, wad wif the cheering and all... even at the side oso not so bad, as backstage... we get to watch the concert for free, but dun get to cheer and all tat.... but worth it la, even when i dun get the CIP hours.

The concert was actually supposed to be finished in 1 hour, but bcos they wanted it to drag on until night, so purposely ask jeevan and vanessa to drrraaaaaaaggg the whole thing by lagging their speeches, waiting a minute more b4 going out or sumting... so, sucess, the first segment ended at around 5 sumting... den all my juniors all down in the canteen forcing me to buy their tin cans and tattoos and wadeva.... den somehow got so many ppl dowan to go back up for second segment....

the second segment was nicer, i guess, but cannot compete, bcos they won and award last year or got outside ppl.... den hakim's band so cool lor... with their intros and hakim's "scream" mask... den they made-up their own song summore!!! so cool man...

got the band room key from mr oh(how the hell did he get it aniwae), and went to put back the instruments, while everybody was eating dinner... den bloody hell cannot find him again to return the key, search for a whole hour, forsaking my needed dinner... finally found him in the avt.... den went to dinner... but all gone le, lucky that canteen auntie cook spaghetti for those on duty so good rite.....

i wanted to join afterworld... but no band wanted me in, and i couldn't find ppl hu could form a band wif me... so pathetic, but nvm....

the crowd left around 8.30, but i went to help those chair-removal ppl.... den go home....

SUNDAY

first time went to church... named riverlife.... went there sing some songs, den the service started... nothing much lar