Sunday, February 27, 2005
Right. Haven't been updating regularly....
It's like becoming Eugene's blog number 2. Although he has a higher record.
Yeah, anyway, life has been pretty much so-so for me. Band's getting nicer. Studies getting harder, even Maths.
And that idiot who stole my things during the cross-country is soo going to get a hamtam from me if i find out who the person is.
Right.
I feel quite ok, i mean, for a person who has just lost majority of his closest belongings. Life has to go on right?
Somehow I feel very calm in times of panic. It's like it's happening to other people and I'm not an affected party. I don't show my feelings well i suppose. Even my mum feels that I am not starting to panic about my Os. But actually I feel very panicky, only I don't show it.
Why am I this kind of person. Harry Potter fans would have called me a very professional Occlumens, if u know what that means. I do, and I don't want to. It's like being a weird being who is so carefree.
XW once said at the breakfast table that I seem too carefree to care about life. But if people could see into my mind, they would be flurried by my train of thought.
I normally see too far ahead to remember what I'm supposed to be concentrating on. I may see the different possibilities of trying to find the batteries for my wireless mouse, and then think of more possibilities of the type of batteries i'm gonna find, then another different possibilities about how walk there. Then I'll find the batteries and forget all about why I need them.
That's me.
Some people say I think too much, some people say I don't think at all. To my dad, I'm stupid. To my friends, I'm too carefree. To my teachers, I'm too preoccupied.
I can't wait to go Poly. Yes, I've given up the hope of going NAFA. After the Os, that is. I can try for the entry course later in my life.
This morning in the furniture shop while my parents searched for a new wardrobe, I came across a very well-placed-together area in the shop. I had a sudden sense of deja vu and thought: My house's gonna be like this. Strange that I should start thinking about all these nonsense when I haven't even starting Poly.
The Mobile and wireless Technology course is what I'm aiming for. Hopefully I can do that in Uni too.
I'm so sad that I'm never ever again going to have a chance to play with TWE after 2005.
It really breaks my heart.
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It's like becoming Eugene's blog number 2. Although he has a higher record.
Yeah, anyway, life has been pretty much so-so for me. Band's getting nicer. Studies getting harder, even Maths.
And that idiot who stole my things during the cross-country is soo going to get a hamtam from me if i find out who the person is.
Right.
I feel quite ok, i mean, for a person who has just lost majority of his closest belongings. Life has to go on right?
Somehow I feel very calm in times of panic. It's like it's happening to other people and I'm not an affected party. I don't show my feelings well i suppose. Even my mum feels that I am not starting to panic about my Os. But actually I feel very panicky, only I don't show it.
Why am I this kind of person. Harry Potter fans would have called me a very professional Occlumens, if u know what that means. I do, and I don't want to. It's like being a weird being who is so carefree.
XW once said at the breakfast table that I seem too carefree to care about life. But if people could see into my mind, they would be flurried by my train of thought.
I normally see too far ahead to remember what I'm supposed to be concentrating on. I may see the different possibilities of trying to find the batteries for my wireless mouse, and then think of more possibilities of the type of batteries i'm gonna find, then another different possibilities about how walk there. Then I'll find the batteries and forget all about why I need them.
That's me.
Some people say I think too much, some people say I don't think at all. To my dad, I'm stupid. To my friends, I'm too carefree. To my teachers, I'm too preoccupied.
I can't wait to go Poly. Yes, I've given up the hope of going NAFA. After the Os, that is. I can try for the entry course later in my life.
This morning in the furniture shop while my parents searched for a new wardrobe, I came across a very well-placed-together area in the shop. I had a sudden sense of deja vu and thought: My house's gonna be like this. Strange that I should start thinking about all these nonsense when I haven't even starting Poly.
The Mobile and wireless Technology course is what I'm aiming for. Hopefully I can do that in Uni too.
I'm so sad that I'm never ever again going to have a chance to play with TWE after 2005.
It really breaks my heart.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Wad the Hell man.
6 passes only and I'm in the top ten for my maths test. Yes I failed. But my dad has to create such a big fuss over it until i have maths tuition everynite now....
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6 passes only and I'm in the top ten for my maths test. Yes I failed. But my dad has to create such a big fuss over it until i have maths tuition everynite now....
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!!
And it's valentine's day tomorrow. Now, dun ask me about me, I'm sort of giving it up for love already. It's more of a concentration on my available sciences so that I can skip the science camp for lousy students in June, and instead go for the wonderful Band Tour to Brisbane.
But anyway, a Happy Valentine's Day to all the lovebirds and Love-seekers out there! May you all have a everlasting relationship!
Rite, there's school tomorrow. And that reminds me of SS last Friday. Miss Neo took me out of class for counselling. I think I'm the first one to kena counselling from her. Haiz, I'm such a failure.
Right. I'm really gonna fail chinese and humans. I'm really not cut out for them. And I really want to go NAFA. And I'm seriously scared about not ever touching my instrument again. Haiz..... And I really want to go back in time to sec 1 2 or 3... why... let's see...
Sec 1, there was NDP... It so rocked...
Sec 2, I was more involved in PSL stuffs. And I joined band in September. Happy times.
Sec 3, Balloon Hat, PSL P5 Camp, and Her in my life.
Yup.... So fun, the past years... And it's moving closer to SYF. And after that, it's graduation from band. But I'll come back. Though it's not as if my section wants me to. So they claim... Haha. That's the thing about being serious in a Mental section. If the awards ceremony had a most-mental section award, we would overtake the Flutes in that category. But if it had a most-well-behaved section award.... I think we would lose out miserably... hahaha. most likely to the trombone horn or euphonium section. hahaha.
Rite, and since the Brisbane tour is after SYF, will we be playing as alumni? And I hope to finish that simpsons piece by then. But we couldn't play it anyway. Somebody there would sue us for copyright infringement. Crap.
We are learning one or 2 songs for the Brisbane trip. Right, most probably The Best of Queen or Shrek Dance Party.
Haiz, I feel qute depressed.
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And it's valentine's day tomorrow. Now, dun ask me about me, I'm sort of giving it up for love already. It's more of a concentration on my available sciences so that I can skip the science camp for lousy students in June, and instead go for the wonderful Band Tour to Brisbane.
But anyway, a Happy Valentine's Day to all the lovebirds and Love-seekers out there! May you all have a everlasting relationship!
Rite, there's school tomorrow. And that reminds me of SS last Friday. Miss Neo took me out of class for counselling. I think I'm the first one to kena counselling from her. Haiz, I'm such a failure.
Right. I'm really gonna fail chinese and humans. I'm really not cut out for them. And I really want to go NAFA. And I'm seriously scared about not ever touching my instrument again. Haiz..... And I really want to go back in time to sec 1 2 or 3... why... let's see...
Sec 1, there was NDP... It so rocked...
Sec 2, I was more involved in PSL stuffs. And I joined band in September. Happy times.
Sec 3, Balloon Hat, PSL P5 Camp, and Her in my life.
Yup.... So fun, the past years... And it's moving closer to SYF. And after that, it's graduation from band. But I'll come back. Though it's not as if my section wants me to. So they claim... Haha. That's the thing about being serious in a Mental section. If the awards ceremony had a most-mental section award, we would overtake the Flutes in that category. But if it had a most-well-behaved section award.... I think we would lose out miserably... hahaha. most likely to the trombone horn or euphonium section. hahaha.
Rite, and since the Brisbane tour is after SYF, will we be playing as alumni? And I hope to finish that simpsons piece by then. But we couldn't play it anyway. Somebody there would sue us for copyright infringement. Crap.
We are learning one or 2 songs for the Brisbane trip. Right, most probably The Best of Queen or Shrek Dance Party.
Haiz, I feel qute depressed.
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
I hate school, Partially.
If it weren't for my friends and Band in school, the above statement wouldn't have it's last word.
School sucks. Or, to be more defined, Sec 4 life sucks. Some of you might think it's a great thing being sec 4, the oldest in the school, having the seniority to lord over the juniors. Well, maybe for the taller ones, that works. But for people of my height....
Anyway, today's morning digest kinda sucked. I think it was pretty ironic to have a Chinese and a Pakistani talking about racism. And that crap thing at the end made us look totally gay. I was calm, but even in moments of calmness, there are always the moment of involuntary limb-shaking. haha.
Got so many birthday's coming up. Tomorrow is Galvin's birthday, we probably going to coat him with Zinc. And today was Hidayah's birthday. Then in the following week there are so many birthday's to look out for. I'll probably be up to my neck with the many things that i have to do, so much so that i would forget everyones' birthday.
Tomorrow is Joel's and Renliang's morning digest. Inform the councillors, they need an extra bench cos the podium doesn't have enough space for both of them. And they were supposed to talk about Obesity, but Tallie and Celine stole that. So they are talking about ****. I leave u to guess the four-letter-word.
The band is falling to crumbles. I mean mentally. Some people(special reference to teachers) have got it into their heads that the band room is Mrs Loke's home room. Like, WAD THE HECK. And another stupid idea they have is that percussion has the lightest instruments and we don't have to practice.
GO TO HELL. Modestly saying, my section is the most improved section in the band, from my point of view. Maybe that's why he's jealous and trying to lower our standard. And don't keep saying that you can't do a thing. Like real. You don't even bother to ask. And even when you do, no arguments are made for our sake. You keep saying we muz be part of the band, and yet u are not doing ur part for us, and the band.
Why could the band room be open during Eugene's time? I have seen him argue with miss lela before ok. He really pesters her until she gives in. YOU??? Accepts whatever is thrown at you and gives up. The only time u want to argue is when the situation concerns you.
You keep saying that we can store the snare drum and one mallets instrument in the store room. Crazy. Every percussion instrument has it's degree of tension and technique. You don't see timpani players rolling with bounces. And even the different keyboard instruments have different tensions, but i bet u didn't know that.
I would dearly love to store everything in the store room. But according to your huge tome of knowledge, we can't do that because everything is like the snare drum. GO AND DIE.
When the SYF comes closer, I'll be storing the Timpani in the Store room. Get ready for it. I'll be holding sectionals more often too. But not as if you care. U only know how to take your instrument out and stride your way around blasting.
Right. That was a message for the obvious one.
I hate the way he treats my section. In fact some might say I'm more protective of my section than Yimei is of her's. No offence, yimei. I hate the way some band members treat other section's instruments. I almost shouted at ***** for leaning on the timpani with her arms streched out on the skin. ARMREST ARH??!! I USE YOUR INSTRUMENT AS FOOTREST CAN ONOT?
And some of the band member's seem to think that Sandra's new bass is some sort of free-for-all toy. Like when Nelson takes it out and attempts to tune it. Or when we're moving instruments and people pluck it just "for fun". How about letting Sandra play with your valve while moving instruments? Or attempt to play your trombone? Not that she wants to anyway.
Respect the bass as a band instrument ok? No offence, but we are not the chinese orchestra. They are allowed to touch other sections instruments. We're not. So even the Drum Major should respect the rules his previous majors set.
If this was weijian's batch, or the previous one. We wouldn't have a problem. I would dare you to touch Sandra's bass and you wouldn't even think about it, unless it was in the way of moving percussion instruments.
So, to all band members reading this, I think Sandra has the right to slap anyone who touches her bass without a valid reason or her permission. And if any non-percussionist tries to play a fool with my section's instruments again, I'll simply whack whichever limb is touching it. I won't care if ur fingers grow swollen and you can't press valves forever again. Why should I care? YOU didn't care about the risk of scratching the timpani skin with your bloody long fingernails. And are long fingernails even allowed??
Keep this in mind, especially if you fool with the cymbals. You won't hear for the next day or so.
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If it weren't for my friends and Band in school, the above statement wouldn't have it's last word.
School sucks. Or, to be more defined, Sec 4 life sucks. Some of you might think it's a great thing being sec 4, the oldest in the school, having the seniority to lord over the juniors. Well, maybe for the taller ones, that works. But for people of my height....
Anyway, today's morning digest kinda sucked. I think it was pretty ironic to have a Chinese and a Pakistani talking about racism. And that crap thing at the end made us look totally gay. I was calm, but even in moments of calmness, there are always the moment of involuntary limb-shaking. haha.
Got so many birthday's coming up. Tomorrow is Galvin's birthday, we probably going to coat him with Zinc. And today was Hidayah's birthday. Then in the following week there are so many birthday's to look out for. I'll probably be up to my neck with the many things that i have to do, so much so that i would forget everyones' birthday.
Tomorrow is Joel's and Renliang's morning digest. Inform the councillors, they need an extra bench cos the podium doesn't have enough space for both of them. And they were supposed to talk about Obesity, but Tallie and Celine stole that. So they are talking about ****. I leave u to guess the four-letter-word.
The band is falling to crumbles. I mean mentally. Some people(special reference to teachers) have got it into their heads that the band room is Mrs Loke's home room. Like, WAD THE HECK. And another stupid idea they have is that percussion has the lightest instruments and we don't have to practice.
GO TO HELL. Modestly saying, my section is the most improved section in the band, from my point of view. Maybe that's why he's jealous and trying to lower our standard. And don't keep saying that you can't do a thing. Like real. You don't even bother to ask. And even when you do, no arguments are made for our sake. You keep saying we muz be part of the band, and yet u are not doing ur part for us, and the band.
Why could the band room be open during Eugene's time? I have seen him argue with miss lela before ok. He really pesters her until she gives in. YOU??? Accepts whatever is thrown at you and gives up. The only time u want to argue is when the situation concerns you.
You keep saying that we can store the snare drum and one mallets instrument in the store room. Crazy. Every percussion instrument has it's degree of tension and technique. You don't see timpani players rolling with bounces. And even the different keyboard instruments have different tensions, but i bet u didn't know that.
I would dearly love to store everything in the store room. But according to your huge tome of knowledge, we can't do that because everything is like the snare drum. GO AND DIE.
When the SYF comes closer, I'll be storing the Timpani in the Store room. Get ready for it. I'll be holding sectionals more often too. But not as if you care. U only know how to take your instrument out and stride your way around blasting.
Right. That was a message for the obvious one.
I hate the way he treats my section. In fact some might say I'm more protective of my section than Yimei is of her's. No offence, yimei. I hate the way some band members treat other section's instruments. I almost shouted at ***** for leaning on the timpani with her arms streched out on the skin. ARMREST ARH??!! I USE YOUR INSTRUMENT AS FOOTREST CAN ONOT?
And some of the band member's seem to think that Sandra's new bass is some sort of free-for-all toy. Like when Nelson takes it out and attempts to tune it. Or when we're moving instruments and people pluck it just "for fun". How about letting Sandra play with your valve while moving instruments? Or attempt to play your trombone? Not that she wants to anyway.
Respect the bass as a band instrument ok? No offence, but we are not the chinese orchestra. They are allowed to touch other sections instruments. We're not. So even the Drum Major should respect the rules his previous majors set.
If this was weijian's batch, or the previous one. We wouldn't have a problem. I would dare you to touch Sandra's bass and you wouldn't even think about it, unless it was in the way of moving percussion instruments.
So, to all band members reading this, I think Sandra has the right to slap anyone who touches her bass without a valid reason or her permission. And if any non-percussionist tries to play a fool with my section's instruments again, I'll simply whack whichever limb is touching it. I won't care if ur fingers grow swollen and you can't press valves forever again. Why should I care? YOU didn't care about the risk of scratching the timpani skin with your bloody long fingernails. And are long fingernails even allowed??
Keep this in mind, especially if you fool with the cymbals. You won't hear for the next day or so.
