Monday, November 28, 2005
Will we meet again?
It's suddenly over. Just like that. After the chalet, it just dawned on me that I'll never see the class together as one again, studying(?) like we used to, homework time, scoldings, Miss Neo bitching, Mr Tan's ZEN stories, Mr Mubarak's lame jokes, Mrs Tay's Hand Waving, PE, soccer, Boeing Boeing Outings, all and more.
I want to cry, but the tears just won't come. Maybe it's because I've a feeling our lines will intertwine again one day. Maybe one day I'll find myself sick going to a doctor and it turns out to be Tallie or someone. Or I'll need someone to manage some accounts and kena Joel. Or go some nightclub get a shock see Kenneth stripping. Or something lah.
It's so depressing.
As depressing as.... that.
Emily, you should have come to Escape on the last day, and to the chalet on the second day. It was a memorable day. The day Kenneth conquered his fear of Rollercoasters. And the day we saw our teeth and nails and a bit of hair grow. It was really fun to the core. But the sadness of not seeing each other for 4 whole months kept our feelings in check.
Well, here are some stuffs I never got round to telling people.
To Joel, Sang Jin, Galvin, Sam, Billy, Renliang: I'm really sorry for all those lame stuffs I've said all these 2 years. You guys were the most ON people in the class and great friends to me.
To Shiyun, Sihui and Karen: The Inseperables ah? Great friends man, you three. Helped me with geog and all the stuff. Really grateful to you guys for everything the past 2 years.
To Siti(4R, not the percussion siti), Alia, Khai, Yeow choon, Marl: I'm really sad not to be seeing you guys again. Do meet up with us sometime in the future!
To Chuan: Some 3 years spent knowing each other, what with PSL stuffs and all. Really glad to have known you. Spread the enthusiasm around, wherever you are going!
To Val: Seems a long time since enterpreunership. 3 long years knowing you have been well spent. Really wish you could help me with all my present and future probs. haha.
To Tallie: Hey doctor! haha, never knew a more hilariously sane person. Laugh more girl! Burn 40 cals in 5 minutes! Knowing you has made my life more down to earth. Thanks a lot!
And finally To Emily: All the way since we first met, you've been a great friend and listener. So sorry I didn't tell you earlier, I'm just shy... Yes. Me. Shy. Anyway, knowing you certainly changed my life, and I'll never regret having you as my friend! Gdluck in everything girl! Oh, one more thing. Was I very obvious the past year?
Ok, that's about all I have to say. Maybe I forgot something but I'll put it up when I remember. For now, I'll just wait and go my happy way off to poly or JC or wherever it is that fate has put me.
Maybe I believe in fate, maybe I don't. But I certainly know that we can change our fate, only if we get the guts up to do it. An example, if I had told Em earlier, maybe things would be different. If I never told her at all, things would certainly be different, and yet every difference is different in it's essence. Chim? Not really.
I really want to change my life. Change it for the better. Or at least, what I think is better. I regret so many things, things I could change when I wanted, but somehow it never turns out perfect for everyone.
I miss everyone already.
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It's suddenly over. Just like that. After the chalet, it just dawned on me that I'll never see the class together as one again, studying(?) like we used to, homework time, scoldings, Miss Neo bitching, Mr Tan's ZEN stories, Mr Mubarak's lame jokes, Mrs Tay's Hand Waving, PE, soccer, Boeing Boeing Outings, all and more.
I want to cry, but the tears just won't come. Maybe it's because I've a feeling our lines will intertwine again one day. Maybe one day I'll find myself sick going to a doctor and it turns out to be Tallie or someone. Or I'll need someone to manage some accounts and kena Joel. Or go some nightclub get a shock see Kenneth stripping. Or something lah.
It's so depressing.
As depressing as.... that.
Emily, you should have come to Escape on the last day, and to the chalet on the second day. It was a memorable day. The day Kenneth conquered his fear of Rollercoasters. And the day we saw our teeth and nails and a bit of hair grow. It was really fun to the core. But the sadness of not seeing each other for 4 whole months kept our feelings in check.
Well, here are some stuffs I never got round to telling people.
To Joel, Sang Jin, Galvin, Sam, Billy, Renliang: I'm really sorry for all those lame stuffs I've said all these 2 years. You guys were the most ON people in the class and great friends to me.
To Shiyun, Sihui and Karen: The Inseperables ah? Great friends man, you three. Helped me with geog and all the stuff. Really grateful to you guys for everything the past 2 years.
To Siti(4R, not the percussion siti), Alia, Khai, Yeow choon, Marl: I'm really sad not to be seeing you guys again. Do meet up with us sometime in the future!
To Chuan: Some 3 years spent knowing each other, what with PSL stuffs and all. Really glad to have known you. Spread the enthusiasm around, wherever you are going!
To Val: Seems a long time since enterpreunership. 3 long years knowing you have been well spent. Really wish you could help me with all my present and future probs. haha.
To Tallie: Hey doctor! haha, never knew a more hilariously sane person. Laugh more girl! Burn 40 cals in 5 minutes! Knowing you has made my life more down to earth. Thanks a lot!
And finally To Emily: All the way since we first met, you've been a great friend and listener. So sorry I didn't tell you earlier, I'm just shy... Yes. Me. Shy. Anyway, knowing you certainly changed my life, and I'll never regret having you as my friend! Gdluck in everything girl! Oh, one more thing. Was I very obvious the past year?
Ok, that's about all I have to say. Maybe I forgot something but I'll put it up when I remember. For now, I'll just wait and go my happy way off to poly or JC or wherever it is that fate has put me.
Maybe I believe in fate, maybe I don't. But I certainly know that we can change our fate, only if we get the guts up to do it. An example, if I had told Em earlier, maybe things would be different. If I never told her at all, things would certainly be different, and yet every difference is different in it's essence. Chim? Not really.
I really want to change my life. Change it for the better. Or at least, what I think is better. I regret so many things, things I could change when I wanted, but somehow it never turns out perfect for everyone.
I miss everyone already.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Graduation Night!! FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!!
It was so shiok..... Food and all. haha Glutton me. as usual the trio consisting of Emily, Tallie and Florence turned up late, making their grand entrance.
Had all the photos taken and all. Darn my photo with Emily was ruined by the lighting. Anyway, we played all these funny table games and all. Chuan and Me had 280 and 281 respectively, for the lucky draw. The stupid MC called 283 and 282, which was Abbas, but he didn't call any of us!!!! AHHHHH!!
But we won the Guess movie contest lah. $5 KFC voucher each, equal since Chuan is vegetarian and they gave 10 vouchers while we have 11 people.
I'm starting to believe my horoscope. It's so freaking true everyday. Like today.
For Taurus- "You two have been tossing each other those glances for a good long while now, and there's absolutely no mistaking that the feelings are mutual. What to do about it depends on you now, doesn't it?"
Mutual?? I do wish it were so. So, I told her. Tonight, while everyone was busy snapping photos and all. Although she probably already knew it, but I told her anyway. Feels real great spilling it out, without worrying about having regrets. Haha, you know I debated with myself whether to tell her or not, for about half and hour. So in the end I did.
Wheee, tomorrow, or rather, today, will be the chalet day!!! All the playing and barbecueing and all!! Then there's SAJC tune-in on Friday, and Saturday, maybe iceskating? Who wants to wager if I'll sleep at all those 3 days at the chalet? hahah.
K, I gotta sleep, if not I'll lose my bet with anyone. haha, GDNIGHT people! AHHHH I'M SO HAPPY!!!!
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It was so shiok..... Food and all. haha Glutton me. as usual the trio consisting of Emily, Tallie and Florence turned up late, making their grand entrance.
Had all the photos taken and all. Darn my photo with Emily was ruined by the lighting. Anyway, we played all these funny table games and all. Chuan and Me had 280 and 281 respectively, for the lucky draw. The stupid MC called 283 and 282, which was Abbas, but he didn't call any of us!!!! AHHHHH!!
But we won the Guess movie contest lah. $5 KFC voucher each, equal since Chuan is vegetarian and they gave 10 vouchers while we have 11 people.
I'm starting to believe my horoscope. It's so freaking true everyday. Like today.
For Taurus- "You two have been tossing each other those glances for a good long while now, and there's absolutely no mistaking that the feelings are mutual. What to do about it depends on you now, doesn't it?"
Mutual?? I do wish it were so. So, I told her. Tonight, while everyone was busy snapping photos and all. Although she probably already knew it, but I told her anyway. Feels real great spilling it out, without worrying about having regrets. Haha, you know I debated with myself whether to tell her or not, for about half and hour. So in the end I did.
Wheee, tomorrow, or rather, today, will be the chalet day!!! All the playing and barbecueing and all!! Then there's SAJC tune-in on Friday, and Saturday, maybe iceskating? Who wants to wager if I'll sleep at all those 3 days at the chalet? hahah.
K, I gotta sleep, if not I'll lose my bet with anyone. haha, GDNIGHT people! AHHHH I'M SO HAPPY!!!!
Friday, November 11, 2005
RECOVERY?
OK, the title has no meaning to this purpose. I just wanted to say I'm back! after a hiatus of... 1 month? er, not counting that stupid story about PAOLO.
Right, I can't play games, don't really have ppl online to talk to so I went trawling through my songs. I found some really good ones, so I'm gonna comment on them.
1st: Seagate Overture by James Swearingen. Now, not that I'm biased against the guy or anything, but doesn't his songs all have really high notes. Cool tune too though. The solo is either a very high flute or a averagely low piccolo. Either that or my hearing's just got better(for those who don't get this, don't ask.). anyway, it's a really wonderful song with unique chords and rhythm structures, certainly my type. There're some perc soli parts too, but no, they didn't cloud my judgement. haha.
2nd: Pilatus, Mountain of Dragons by Steven Reineke. This is great stuff. People who've played FATE OF THE GODS by the same guy should understand what I'm talking about. Really sets the mood of the swiss mountain. heh, I climb Pilatus before, really cold, and hard to breathe. Anyway, this songs is great for any conductor who wants to express his anger at any audience. LOUD AND CHORD-Y...
3rd: Animation Medley by Dunno Who. Even my brother likes this. Super. Got this romantic feel about it. Hear already will start thinking of your other half. Very good for those who feel like destressing. just repeat and reapeat and reapeat the song.
4th: Les Miserables By Dunno Who. This was the first band song my brother liked. I didn't know he took it from my folder to put into his until he played it on the speakers. Can't really comment about it much cos it's pretty much like MERRY WIDOW, but it does have a catchy tune. And no, it doesn't have a percussion ensemble segment.
5th: Spirited Away by Jo Hisaishi. My Bro's all time Favourite Band song, or rather, orchestral song. Whatever, it's still instrumental. Very touching song. May cause people like Shiyun, Val, or Tallie to break down and cry, or something. No offence, I'm just saying they're very succeptible to romantic breakdowns like this. haha. Anyway, the song speaks for itself, almost literally. I think this is the love theme from the show. Either that or it's the opening theme.
Right. I gtg now. gdbye.
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OK, the title has no meaning to this purpose. I just wanted to say I'm back! after a hiatus of... 1 month? er, not counting that stupid story about PAOLO.
Right, I can't play games, don't really have ppl online to talk to so I went trawling through my songs. I found some really good ones, so I'm gonna comment on them.
1st: Seagate Overture by James Swearingen. Now, not that I'm biased against the guy or anything, but doesn't his songs all have really high notes. Cool tune too though. The solo is either a very high flute or a averagely low piccolo. Either that or my hearing's just got better(for those who don't get this, don't ask.). anyway, it's a really wonderful song with unique chords and rhythm structures, certainly my type. There're some perc soli parts too, but no, they didn't cloud my judgement. haha.
2nd: Pilatus, Mountain of Dragons by Steven Reineke. This is great stuff. People who've played FATE OF THE GODS by the same guy should understand what I'm talking about. Really sets the mood of the swiss mountain. heh, I climb Pilatus before, really cold, and hard to breathe. Anyway, this songs is great for any conductor who wants to express his anger at any audience. LOUD AND CHORD-Y...
3rd: Animation Medley by Dunno Who. Even my brother likes this. Super. Got this romantic feel about it. Hear already will start thinking of your other half. Very good for those who feel like destressing. just repeat and reapeat and reapeat the song.
4th: Les Miserables By Dunno Who. This was the first band song my brother liked. I didn't know he took it from my folder to put into his until he played it on the speakers. Can't really comment about it much cos it's pretty much like MERRY WIDOW, but it does have a catchy tune. And no, it doesn't have a percussion ensemble segment.
5th: Spirited Away by Jo Hisaishi. My Bro's all time Favourite Band song, or rather, orchestral song. Whatever, it's still instrumental. Very touching song. May cause people like Shiyun, Val, or Tallie to break down and cry, or something. No offence, I'm just saying they're very succeptible to romantic breakdowns like this. haha. Anyway, the song speaks for itself, almost literally. I think this is the love theme from the show. Either that or it's the opening theme.
Right. I gtg now. gdbye.
