Sunday, February 27, 2005
Right. Haven't been updating regularly....
It's like becoming Eugene's blog number 2. Although he has a higher record.
Yeah, anyway, life has been pretty much so-so for me. Band's getting nicer. Studies getting harder, even Maths.
And that idiot who stole my things during the cross-country is soo going to get a hamtam from me if i find out who the person is.
Right.
I feel quite ok, i mean, for a person who has just lost majority of his closest belongings. Life has to go on right?
Somehow I feel very calm in times of panic. It's like it's happening to other people and I'm not an affected party. I don't show my feelings well i suppose. Even my mum feels that I am not starting to panic about my Os. But actually I feel very panicky, only I don't show it.
Why am I this kind of person. Harry Potter fans would have called me a very professional Occlumens, if u know what that means. I do, and I don't want to. It's like being a weird being who is so carefree.
XW once said at the breakfast table that I seem too carefree to care about life. But if people could see into my mind, they would be flurried by my train of thought.
I normally see too far ahead to remember what I'm supposed to be concentrating on. I may see the different possibilities of trying to find the batteries for my wireless mouse, and then think of more possibilities of the type of batteries i'm gonna find, then another different possibilities about how walk there. Then I'll find the batteries and forget all about why I need them.
That's me.
Some people say I think too much, some people say I don't think at all. To my dad, I'm stupid. To my friends, I'm too carefree. To my teachers, I'm too preoccupied.
I can't wait to go Poly. Yes, I've given up the hope of going NAFA. After the Os, that is. I can try for the entry course later in my life.
This morning in the furniture shop while my parents searched for a new wardrobe, I came across a very well-placed-together area in the shop. I had a sudden sense of deja vu and thought: My house's gonna be like this. Strange that I should start thinking about all these nonsense when I haven't even starting Poly.
The Mobile and wireless Technology course is what I'm aiming for. Hopefully I can do that in Uni too.
I'm so sad that I'm never ever again going to have a chance to play with TWE after 2005.
It really breaks my heart.
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It's like becoming Eugene's blog number 2. Although he has a higher record.
Yeah, anyway, life has been pretty much so-so for me. Band's getting nicer. Studies getting harder, even Maths.
And that idiot who stole my things during the cross-country is soo going to get a hamtam from me if i find out who the person is.
Right.
I feel quite ok, i mean, for a person who has just lost majority of his closest belongings. Life has to go on right?
Somehow I feel very calm in times of panic. It's like it's happening to other people and I'm not an affected party. I don't show my feelings well i suppose. Even my mum feels that I am not starting to panic about my Os. But actually I feel very panicky, only I don't show it.
Why am I this kind of person. Harry Potter fans would have called me a very professional Occlumens, if u know what that means. I do, and I don't want to. It's like being a weird being who is so carefree.
XW once said at the breakfast table that I seem too carefree to care about life. But if people could see into my mind, they would be flurried by my train of thought.
I normally see too far ahead to remember what I'm supposed to be concentrating on. I may see the different possibilities of trying to find the batteries for my wireless mouse, and then think of more possibilities of the type of batteries i'm gonna find, then another different possibilities about how walk there. Then I'll find the batteries and forget all about why I need them.
That's me.
Some people say I think too much, some people say I don't think at all. To my dad, I'm stupid. To my friends, I'm too carefree. To my teachers, I'm too preoccupied.
I can't wait to go Poly. Yes, I've given up the hope of going NAFA. After the Os, that is. I can try for the entry course later in my life.
This morning in the furniture shop while my parents searched for a new wardrobe, I came across a very well-placed-together area in the shop. I had a sudden sense of deja vu and thought: My house's gonna be like this. Strange that I should start thinking about all these nonsense when I haven't even starting Poly.
The Mobile and wireless Technology course is what I'm aiming for. Hopefully I can do that in Uni too.
I'm so sad that I'm never ever again going to have a chance to play with TWE after 2005.
It really breaks my heart.
