Monday, November 28, 2005
Will we meet again?
It's suddenly over. Just like that. After the chalet, it just dawned on me that I'll never see the class together as one again, studying(?) like we used to, homework time, scoldings, Miss Neo bitching, Mr Tan's ZEN stories, Mr Mubarak's lame jokes, Mrs Tay's Hand Waving, PE, soccer, Boeing Boeing Outings, all and more.
I want to cry, but the tears just won't come. Maybe it's because I've a feeling our lines will intertwine again one day. Maybe one day I'll find myself sick going to a doctor and it turns out to be Tallie or someone. Or I'll need someone to manage some accounts and kena Joel. Or go some nightclub get a shock see Kenneth stripping. Or something lah.
It's so depressing.
As depressing as.... that.
Emily, you should have come to Escape on the last day, and to the chalet on the second day. It was a memorable day. The day Kenneth conquered his fear of Rollercoasters. And the day we saw our teeth and nails and a bit of hair grow. It was really fun to the core. But the sadness of not seeing each other for 4 whole months kept our feelings in check.
Well, here are some stuffs I never got round to telling people.
To Joel, Sang Jin, Galvin, Sam, Billy, Renliang: I'm really sorry for all those lame stuffs I've said all these 2 years. You guys were the most ON people in the class and great friends to me.
To Shiyun, Sihui and Karen: The Inseperables ah? Great friends man, you three. Helped me with geog and all the stuff. Really grateful to you guys for everything the past 2 years.
To Siti(4R, not the percussion siti), Alia, Khai, Yeow choon, Marl: I'm really sad not to be seeing you guys again. Do meet up with us sometime in the future!
To Chuan: Some 3 years spent knowing each other, what with PSL stuffs and all. Really glad to have known you. Spread the enthusiasm around, wherever you are going!
To Val: Seems a long time since enterpreunership. 3 long years knowing you have been well spent. Really wish you could help me with all my present and future probs. haha.
To Tallie: Hey doctor! haha, never knew a more hilariously sane person. Laugh more girl! Burn 40 cals in 5 minutes! Knowing you has made my life more down to earth. Thanks a lot!
And finally To Emily: All the way since we first met, you've been a great friend and listener. So sorry I didn't tell you earlier, I'm just shy... Yes. Me. Shy. Anyway, knowing you certainly changed my life, and I'll never regret having you as my friend! Gdluck in everything girl! Oh, one more thing. Was I very obvious the past year?
Ok, that's about all I have to say. Maybe I forgot something but I'll put it up when I remember. For now, I'll just wait and go my happy way off to poly or JC or wherever it is that fate has put me.
Maybe I believe in fate, maybe I don't. But I certainly know that we can change our fate, only if we get the guts up to do it. An example, if I had told Em earlier, maybe things would be different. If I never told her at all, things would certainly be different, and yet every difference is different in it's essence. Chim? Not really.
I really want to change my life. Change it for the better. Or at least, what I think is better. I regret so many things, things I could change when I wanted, but somehow it never turns out perfect for everyone.
I miss everyone already.
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It's suddenly over. Just like that. After the chalet, it just dawned on me that I'll never see the class together as one again, studying(?) like we used to, homework time, scoldings, Miss Neo bitching, Mr Tan's ZEN stories, Mr Mubarak's lame jokes, Mrs Tay's Hand Waving, PE, soccer, Boeing Boeing Outings, all and more.
I want to cry, but the tears just won't come. Maybe it's because I've a feeling our lines will intertwine again one day. Maybe one day I'll find myself sick going to a doctor and it turns out to be Tallie or someone. Or I'll need someone to manage some accounts and kena Joel. Or go some nightclub get a shock see Kenneth stripping. Or something lah.
It's so depressing.
As depressing as.... that.
Emily, you should have come to Escape on the last day, and to the chalet on the second day. It was a memorable day. The day Kenneth conquered his fear of Rollercoasters. And the day we saw our teeth and nails and a bit of hair grow. It was really fun to the core. But the sadness of not seeing each other for 4 whole months kept our feelings in check.
Well, here are some stuffs I never got round to telling people.
To Joel, Sang Jin, Galvin, Sam, Billy, Renliang: I'm really sorry for all those lame stuffs I've said all these 2 years. You guys were the most ON people in the class and great friends to me.
To Shiyun, Sihui and Karen: The Inseperables ah? Great friends man, you three. Helped me with geog and all the stuff. Really grateful to you guys for everything the past 2 years.
To Siti(4R, not the percussion siti), Alia, Khai, Yeow choon, Marl: I'm really sad not to be seeing you guys again. Do meet up with us sometime in the future!
To Chuan: Some 3 years spent knowing each other, what with PSL stuffs and all. Really glad to have known you. Spread the enthusiasm around, wherever you are going!
To Val: Seems a long time since enterpreunership. 3 long years knowing you have been well spent. Really wish you could help me with all my present and future probs. haha.
To Tallie: Hey doctor! haha, never knew a more hilariously sane person. Laugh more girl! Burn 40 cals in 5 minutes! Knowing you has made my life more down to earth. Thanks a lot!
And finally To Emily: All the way since we first met, you've been a great friend and listener. So sorry I didn't tell you earlier, I'm just shy... Yes. Me. Shy. Anyway, knowing you certainly changed my life, and I'll never regret having you as my friend! Gdluck in everything girl! Oh, one more thing. Was I very obvious the past year?
Ok, that's about all I have to say. Maybe I forgot something but I'll put it up when I remember. For now, I'll just wait and go my happy way off to poly or JC or wherever it is that fate has put me.
Maybe I believe in fate, maybe I don't. But I certainly know that we can change our fate, only if we get the guts up to do it. An example, if I had told Em earlier, maybe things would be different. If I never told her at all, things would certainly be different, and yet every difference is different in it's essence. Chim? Not really.
I really want to change my life. Change it for the better. Or at least, what I think is better. I regret so many things, things I could change when I wanted, but somehow it never turns out perfect for everyone.
I miss everyone already.
